Hello!
I am still alive,
Thankyou.

~Ray~

 

Man, I suuuuure love this journal!

Here I am, at fhs, again, with nothing to do.
All I have to do here is:
a) get my paper from Ms. Drummond,
b)get extra credit in Chemistry because Baby Rachel has to have it,
and c)go to the assembly to see if I got anything.
After 4th period I am leaving.
Hopefully I can sleep a lot beacuase I amso sleepies.
I woke up to my alarm at 6:30 and then I woke up with the phone in my hand at 7:25.
"Holy...!"
SO here I am, at school, spampy, and sleepy.
Oh well...
Can I leave now???

 

So I would really like to go see the new Star Wars, even though I haven't seen the last few.
Star Wars is kool.
And, I am a geek, (math club) so I should fit right in.
Chris is a really good boyfriend.
I haven't felt the way I have since like.... ever.
I don't have to wear a mask any more.
I can be myself and be genuinely happy now.
I mean, there are still some akward moments...
But we get along great and I think, like everyone else is saying, we make a great couple.
He wants to travel the world before 40 and retire at around 30.
I am not sure what I want.
I need to plan out my life.
The women hate me.
I laugh.
The woman #2 is being really gay to the Chemist, which has GoT to stop.
People love my new hair, and so do I.
I miss my old life...
Wait... what am I saying?
I don't miss it!
The only thing I miss is Colorado.
THaT can be a life goal;
To move back to Colorado.
Yes...
Well, I am going to get off of here before Mrs. Hayes wants to show us something on the overhead.
i <3 Chris

 

So...
Web Design First Period...
Finished all my projects, even though one of the projects was saved in a wrong folder...
:-/
SO!
Yeah, Chris and Ray Ray...
We've been geting a lot of positive feedback on it.
I am just hoping that I am, yet again, not being played.
That sux.
But if I am, eh...
Who cares, right?
Just as long as I find out soon if I am being played or not.
But I think that if Adam and Bryan think it's kool, then I am good to go, because normally, when they disagree, I NeeD to listen!
So but anyways...
I have a big Chemistry test today and it is going to suck.
Hopefully I remember stuff.
Don't be afraid...
KiLL iT WiTH KiNDNeSS!!!
Heh, heh, heh!
Invite.
Disinvite.
Invite.
Disinvite.
NOW FOUR PEOPLE ARE GOING!!!
I'm nto koll enough for people here.
Screw you all!!!
I am going to move back to Colorado ASAP!!!

             

 

Yay!
I just don't know anymore.
I am at a loss for words to explain myself.
I am at a loss for ideas to understand myself.
Yay.
I.
Don't.
Know.
Things are crazy.
I schmape ip.
Yeah... No  more...

 

WOWZA!

Prom was so excellent.
Dinner at the Outback was delish.
Dan and Brit with their cheese fries...
"So what'd you guys have for prom dinner?"
  'Fries with cheese sauce'
Double the fries, half the cheese!
And then we went to Foodfair.
Why pay more?
Then it was the dance.
Hardly anyone showed up.
it was a party, let me tell you.
*sarcasm*
But our little group had our own little "party"
Chris, Logan and I can't dance so we goofed off and made our group "look good" adn it was awesome.
I had so much fun!
Oh my gosh, this has been the best formal that I have been to.
^.^
Then, we went to Brice and Mrs. S's house for Karoke Revolution.
Adrienne and I got paired up towards the end out of our wills and we got platinum!!!
High five for first time singers who won the highest place!
I love her.
I am adopting Adrienne as my new little sister.
Now I have two.
>.< hehehe
Chris and I got really tired and sat their like half asleep.
Oh my gosh, I had a blast.
After all of that, we girls went to Kate's house to have a "slumber party"/"girls night".
That was fun.
I slept for about 5 hours and am still pretty tired.
Pancakes and biscuits and orange juice and coffee and strawberry d.'s for breakfast was delish!
YAY!
Well, more later!

Happy Birthday Tori!!!
4-29-05 turned 8 years old! You are so smart.. I love you!!!

Hugs to anyone who can answer this trivia question...
Ringo was not only a star being a Beatle,
but what children's television program was he in. (HiNT: PBS) and who was he?
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So today was super-krai-z-awesomeness.
Chase,
"Oh man, she is going to explode! Do it again!"
And Aaron,
"Wow, you really can't stand it can you? I can see you going home and talking to yourself in the mirror everyday..."
The prisoners at school... scaring everyone.
The message from them?
"Make the right decisions... The littlest decisions make you who you are and end up being."
Mr. King saw Emili and I blow a kiss to each other and gave me a funny look. HAHAHA. "He was probably jealous!" hahahahaha
I love Mr. King
HAHA and Aaron's stash... We gave him too much food at lunch today. It was an over abundance lunch day.
"How big is your... Where is your stash? Do you have multiple stashes?"
Oh man and Emili and I butchered it...
Hahahaha!
So as you can tell, today was a great day.
More later!!!

So today was a day.
I only had math homework and to look up a couple poets for english class.
We have to give a speech.
(Man... I am so tired of speeches... But I miss my speech class in Cinci...)
I Love Chase, Aaron, Milard, and Brandon so much.
Hahaha they are so awesome.
And Nip, Munchey, Blobby, Bryan, Darb, and teh rest of the gang make everything a party.
Ha...
Man, was it just me or was today really long???
Haha you guys and your comments...
I love you guys.
You can have a strawberry....
If you can take it off of my background lol!
But Bryan can't have one! :-P lol j/k
LoL Ms. Lovejoy and I are going to go to India.
Hurray!
Well, more later!

Rain and mud!

 

Hey all!
Today was a pretty great day too.
I feel confident about my math test,
although,
with  the homework I am in the negative scale of confidence.
I took my English quiz early.
That was pretty easy.
W watched a movie on Edgar Allan Poe today.
I feel kinda bad for thinking he was a freak because now I understand.
I guess it is a lot easier to feel one way about someone or something when you don't understand,
but once you actually see why things are as they are, you feel lind of bad.
I would really lke to read more of his stuff, after seeing that movie.
Quickness to judgement never does us any good.
I, for sure, re-learned that one.
Mmm but yesterday was so delicious...
I am probably getting chub because it was so delicious.
Oh, and thanx all who complimented me on my outfit.
You guys are awesome and I love all of you.
What would a day be without you guys?
Seriously!
EvEn Mrs. Bradley liked my shoes!
But yes, all who pray,
please pray for my friends in cinci.
Their father just committed suicide and I have no idea how they are doing.
I am going to visit them tomorrow, however, and go to the funeral.
On a brighter note,
I just love the rain.
There is something really awesome about it.
it smells so awesome and it feels awesome and I love the thunder.
It is one of my get away's from everything here on earth.

More later!
Hearts and daggars!

OH MY GOSH!!!

Today has been the most awesome day everrrrr!!!

People complimented me again on my outfit and ability to match everything together.
People also loved my eyeshadow again.
Thanx, guys, for the compliments.
I love you guys.
I made Varsity Vocals.
*woo hoo!!!!!!!!*
Aaron and my insiders:
That school lunch *shakes head*... Zach.. Misty and Brandon... Thumbs up and nod yes... Sure... But not really... The grass is growing!... It's going to fall off... (and the motions to go with the previous two)... But don't eat the school food. You will turn psycho or stupid. Aaron and I don't want to be like THEM... 

Then I got all my work done, save Spanish.
I went to Graggy's after fininishing my Spanish homework and she bought me a bunch of new clothes.
That was totally awesome.
I also got some PiNK PaNTS, Brandon!!!!

THEN I went to the mall with Adam, Bryan, and Jared.
MAN was that a blast.
Driving the car and listening to music while Ad and Bry rawk the car. *literally*
Clapping really fast.
Jared is a guy-kissing faery with a nervous twitch who drives the Strawberry mobile and buys food and drink to match his car and his name is Mystic.
Go fly!
Jared kisses guys lol
Ah, the jokes we come up with,
HAHAHA
AH, Adam and Bryan thankyou so much for the carebears!
They won them out of those impossible machines in the arcade.
Two in one night within like four tries.
How lucky is that.
And all the wonderful hugs!
HEY I AM TALING TO ALL OF YOU!
(Only Kate and Bryan listened... I love you!)
"Perry and Derricks Pants...?
SO why is Johnson's hardware in Perry and Derrick's pants???"
HAHAHAHA
*sigh* if I think of something else I am definately re-posting it.
Oh, today was rawkin awesome.

LotZ of LuvZ!
Bonita aka Squishy

Quote of the day-
"You can't go home yet! You have to stay with us forever!... The door's locked." - Bryan